Lil thing called lost

There is a moment, when you can't talk anything to anyone
not because you don't have somebody
but you feel that no one can relate or even care with you, until it happens to them.
And there is a moment, you became less and less giving your trust to anyone
because it's so dissapointed to rely on somebody's shoulder
maybe they were right, that the best listener is God.
maybe you just gone so long from God
maybe this is the God's way to warn you
maybe you just not good enough being as a human being
maybe you just a creepy asshole
or maybe you just old